TE LiNuX cLaN!! (PeNgUiNs)

Ito lang naman po ang mga taong nagbigay nang kulay sa aking College Life!!

Sila ang mga taong naging dahilan ng pagpasok ko araw-araw kahit bagot na bagot na ako sa buay ko. Isa isahin natin sila!!!

Syempre una sa listahan ang aming huwarang ama na nagbigay inspirasyon sa amin..

Engr. Rufo Baro
Si Sir Ops? siya ung taong parang sisimple simple kung tititngnan. Ung tipong Hapi-go-lucky typ.. Pero wag ka, ang utak niyan parang partas pag gumana. Siya ung taong pasimple kung bumanat.. Madaling magpatawad at laging tumitingin sa bright side..

Erick Almoite
Kunyari Simple, un pala nasa loob ang pagka"laglag" niya.. haha..
abulin ng Chicks.. Me beloved Unkle.. Isa sa mga Toyis or ToJiz!

Rosell Aspiras
Choco na gatas.. haha.. isang kalog na ewan. magling siyang mangu.... bahala na kayo.. Madaling utangan to.. Mabait at habulin Toyi or Tojiz member...

Carmelita Awas
Soon to be Ms. Jolan Badua.. haha.. Small but very terrible. mabait, mpagbigay, kaso medyo inis siya kay .....

Elvie Awas
Maganda na maputi.. Baliw kung minsan.. haha.. Pero mabait. Maabilidad din to. kaso wala pang nakakasilo sa puso niya..

Grace Barroga
Dalagang pilipina. Mahinin. TAhimik. Mahirap biruin. Dumanog.. haha.. peo mabait.

MareFe Bauioen
Ate namin yan, pero kung makareact parang ewan.. haha.. magulo kausap.. haha

Ellen Joy Binwag
Isa pang dalagang pilipina, pero wag ka masakit cya mangurot.. haha.. iraman ko ng suklay.. haha.. gurl pabulod man ulit.. haha

Elmer Cariaso
Tojiz member.. habulin..hindi nawawalan ng shota.. laging nakukuhanan ng stolen sots. haha..

Wiljhun Casem.
Ung mataba.. haha.. ito ung taong mabilis mapikon pero wag ka ang galing nyang mangasar.. mlusog, matakaw.. haa peace.. "UNNGOY".. HAHA..

April Joyce joven
nanay nila mavic at majane.. magaling magluto yan.. mabilidad, maingay at wag mung awayin, rifle ang bunganga.. haha.. pero mabait at hindi madamot ng sagot.. ahaha

Rasier Meya Lusterio
Ang radyo ng groupo. Khit daw anung sbihin nila, maganda siya.. haha.. maingay magulo.. buhay ng grupo..

Enilencia Luquing
Dati nming mayor.. Nung una parang ang timik niya. but look at er now, sobrang sutil. pero sobra ding galing nyan. pambato pa sa kantahan..

MaJane Mifa
small but smart. lov ko tmabi sa knya.. ms mtangkad kc ako ei.. haha.. sarap kaupo.. ndi ka mazezero sa xsam.. pacmple cmple pero sobarng gling magmemorize nd mgling din sa numbers.. anak ni ate joyce, kpatid ni mavic..

Mavic Maynes
Isang napakahinhin na dalaga. maganda tahimic at di makabasag pinggan.. bestfwend nila ate joyce nd majane

Jhazzmine Joy Orijudos
over ang pangalan nya.. haha.. laman ng controversia.. haha.. npaisip kau nohh.. ksama nya bestfwend nya.. no other than Helen.. mabait.. laging nanlilibre, at lagi akong invited sa bday nya.. haha.

Cristine Grace Ordonio
Crush ng bayan.. beauty and brain sai nga nila.. pero sabi NYA, one woman man daw siya(wee di nga.. haha.. mahilig kumain ng ..... secret.. haha

Lea Ordinario
Ang misUnderstood ng class.. ahaa.. wag nyo na ask f y.. peo mbait nman siya.. kso ayaw pacopya.. haha.. masarap tumira sa haus nila.. haha.. dating shota ni.... peo wala na daw sila.. sabi niya.. haha.. (kaya?)

Rogel Ocampo
One of the founder of Youjiz.. maloko, maingay, pero religioso.. sabi niya.. ndi sumasali sa inuman.. ui mabait.. inis siya kay ____.. bhala na kau magisip.. nagpauso ng Relaxation is the best Med... kid relax..

Nelson Pantila Jr.
self proclaim hunk.. haha.. pero mabait, matulungin at maaasahan.. crush ng bayan (daw). isa ring bangag.. kung makaisip na pumunta sa sa ibang lugar parang ewan.. haha.. Relax!!!

Rogelio Pacleb
Tunay na gwapo, pero ewan ko ba, ayaw niya atang ikalat ang lahi nya. maraming nahuhumaling pero ayaw patali, bff ni rosel.. masarap kasama dhil kung anu anu nakikitang pding pintasan.. matipid.. (daw).. haha

Gladys Raguindin
Isang patunay na maingay ang linux.. haha... laging nanlilibri, bff nya? grace nd helen.. ewan ko lng ngaun...

Helen Luz Valdes
Ms. R. ng group.. basag trip.. dming inis.. haha.. laging napagtitripan dail hindi siya makaperfect ng R.. trac nga naracrac, racrac.. haha.. bestfwend ni jhazz.. haha

Genie Rose Zapanta
Mother ng toyi.. masarap magluto at laging me dalang ulam.. yummy.. haha.. hilig sa inum at sigalilyo.. gurl tama na ... haha.. taga gawa ng proj lalo pag group proj.. haha.. crush niya c ... alam nyo na.. haha...



At dito na nagtatapos.. kung gusto nyo pa clang mkilala ng mabuti, pwes, hanapin nyo cla.. haha.. kala nyo ah..

wala lang naman

Sabi nila, tayon g mga kbataan ang pag-asa ng ating bayan. Ngunit lagi akong Napapag-isip. Paano magiging pag-asa ng ating bayan ang mga kabataan kung ngaun palang sila na ay napapabayaan. Edukasyon. Ni hindi nila makuha ang mga karunungang kakailanganin nila para mapaunlad and ating bansa. Ilang estudyante na ba ang tumigil dahil sa mahal na matricula sa mga paaralan. Ilang estudyante na ang namatay sa pakikibaka para lang mapagbigay ang kanilang hilling  na bumaba ang mga bayarin upang maipagpatuloy pa nila ang pag-aaral? Ilang estudyante ang nasira ang kinabukasan para kumita ng pera upang me maipantustus ng pag-aaral at para me maipakain sa pamilya.

Pagtingin mu sa paligid, puno ng kabataan. Mga walang direction ang mga buhay. Alak at sigarilyo ang kanilang sandalan. Tuwing me problema, walang ibang malapitan kundi alak, sigarilyo, at druga. anung ginagawa ng gobyerno?? Bakit indi nila magawan ng sulosyon? Panu na ang bansa sa inaharap?

Ngaun, sabihin niyo? Paano kami magiging pag-asa ng bayan kung ang mga inaasahan namin ay ni hindi kami pag-ukulan ng kahit kaunting tulong at pag-asa?

ikaw sa buhay ko..

akala ko tuluyan ng masisira na ang buhay ko ng dahil sa pagkawala nya. Dinala ko ang pighati at kalungkuatanng npakatagal n panahon. Unti- unti sinira lahat ng meron ako dahil sa pagkawala niya sa akin. Parang wala ng patutunguhan pa ang buhay ko. iba-ibang derection ang tinatahak. Matagal na panahon akong nagsissi ng dahil sa decision ko. ikinulong  at binuhay ko ang sarili ko sa lungkot at kawalang pag-asa. Walang ilaw na masilayan, ni walang makapitan. Gumapang sa putikang parang walang hangganan.




hanggang sa dumating ka. Ikaw na bumago sa buhay ko. Nagsilbng ilaw at sandalan sa buhay na ito. Ang aking lakas upang harapin lahat ng problema. Ang aking dahilan upang harapin ang bagong bukas. Tinanggap mo ako ng buo pati lahat ng kamalian ko. Di binitawan bagkos iyong tinulongan. Di mo pinabayaan. Di mo ko hinayaang muling malugmok sa putikan. Sinmulan mong baguhin at ayusin ang buhay ko. iyong hinilom at ginamot lahat ng sugat na meron ako.


 Minahal kita hindi lang dahil sa lahat ng ginawa mo sa buhay ko. Minahal kita dahil mahal kita.. WALANG DAHILAN.  kung meron man, ayuko ng hanapin. basta ang mahalagi ei MAHAL KITA.

ako

hindi ko alm kung anu tlga ako sa knya.. lagi akong anjan kung me problema cya. laging kasama nya, laging umamalalay.. noon, msaya ako dahil cya ang buhay ko. okey n skin ung konti panahon n maibibibigay nya. sbi ko nga sa knya, kya ko cyang intindihin kc mhalaga cya skin.



Ngunit dumating ung tym n ngsawa n rin ako sa mga gawain nya... Noon kla ko kya kung daanan lhat pra sa knya. ang di ko narealised ei inanabusu n pla nya ang pagmamahal n binibigy ko. at ako p pla ang isang dahilan ng pagbabago ng ugali nya. oo, mahal ko cya, pero nhahalata ba nya. nakikita b nya lhat ng paghihirap at pagsasakripisyo ko para sa knya??? o sarili p rin nya ang iniintindi nya???


Ang hirap magkunwaring masaya kung alam mong sa kaibuturan mu ei walang kasingsakit ang nararamdaman mung pagdursa. wala kng mkapitan dahil ayaw kong malaman ng iba. dala ko lhat ng sakit, lungkot, at ppagdurusa ng magisa..


unti unti kng lumulubog sa kadilimang parang walang ktapusan. unti unti kng nilalamon ng kawalang pagasa. walng makapitan, walang masandalan. kadiliman ang bumabalot sa buong pagkatao. laging ngtatanong kung kailan darating ang panibagong bukas..

i love you goodbye - nina

Never say never!!!!

No One Is Mine

May Be Im Not Fine,

No One Cares 4 Me

No One Has Tears 4 Me,

No One Belives Me

Everyone Says Leave Me,

If I Ever Cry

No One Wil Even Ask Why?

And If I Ever Die

No One Will Cry,

No One Says Take Care

Everyone Says I Dont Care,

When I Need Someone 4 Myself

I Find No One 4help,

I Dont Know Why?

Maybe Talking To Me They Feel Shy..!!

No One Is Mine

Maybe I M Not Fine. ..

Leave

As I watch you walk away

And feel my heart throb in pain

As I wish you would come back

And I start to cry

I realize that although I love you

And although I love you

There is someone better than you.

You killed me emotionally

And I didn't fight back

You scarred me to where I'd never be the same

And I helped you.

What do I make of this?

I realize how idiotic I was for loving you

Yet I can't help it

I feel stupid for wanting you and needing you

Yet I still do

So as you walk away

As the jerk you are

I know, I know, deep in my heart that that was best

So when I still think about you

It's not with hatred or pity

It's not with violence or shame

It's with love and care

Although you hurt me and I'm still haunted

I can't stand to see you hurting

I can't stand to see you down

And through all that. . .

You still don't love me

This doesn't come as a surprise to me

In what world would someone like you ever love me?

So once again as I stand here, watching,

I know deep down that you will forget about me

But even deeper I know that walking away

Is as hard for you as it is for me

I know that you do love me. . . .

If only you'd realize that, too.

Someone Better

Cut my wrist and hope to die

Your the one who made me cry.

You left me alone in the rain

Soaking wet in my own pain.

You threw me away you left me behind

How could I have been so blind?

There was no love our love wasn't true

I hate myself for loving you.

The stitches are helping but my heart is still sore

I'll never love anymore.

But when he walks up and he says hi

could this be the one true guy?

We fall in love and the rain goes away

I'll never see it another day.

We share a kiss, we are forever

We will always be together.

Things Change

Time passed

Things changed

You moved on

I went my own way

I fell for you

You changed your mind

You let go

I held on tight

I told you I cared

You said you did too

You promised you wouldn't hurt me

Babe I believed that was true

Our past came back to get me

Switching me for you

You let me down

You broke my heart

I started to wonder

Was this your plan from the start?

I miss you now

And will forever

I wish you were here

More than ever

You changed me

And made me better

So for that

I will love you forever!

It's Not You It's Me

It only took the first two lines

to make the tears come out of my eyes,

they poured out and wouldn’t stop.

What I read was a total shock.

You said “its not you it’s me”

but it didn’t take me long to see,

that it is me and not you,

and I am the reason we are through

You completely broke my heart

I never wanted us to part,

but now we are and I wonder why.

All I really want to do is cry.

My bleeding heart is more that hurt,

but I hide it by talking dirt.

I say things I don't mean.

and all I do is cause a big scene..

I may say I hate you but the truth is,

that I hate when you leave me like this,

slowly dying

and my insides crying.

I love you and nothing will ever change that,

but it hard to live with the fact,

that you’re really gone,

and I have to move on.

I really miss the way I felt with you,

and anymore I don't know what to do.

I never wanted it to end,

because I love you more than you can imagine

Perfect Guy

I thought I found the perfect guy,

one that knew how to treat me right.

But I forgot to hold on,

and now he’s gone.

I should have pushed harder for it to work,

but I didn’t and now I’m hurt.

I can’t remove his picture from my mind

I think about him all the time.

He meant everything to me,

and now we can’t be

I ruined it all,

I say as I slowly fall.

I miss the way it was with him,

and now the lights starting to dim.

Everything inside is dead.

I can’t get him out of my head.

I need him to survive.

He makes me feel so alive.

He has my everything,

and without him it’s just not the same.

When he told me good-bye,

all I could think of is why.

I hate having to act like it’s alright,

especially when all I do is cry at night.

I hate dwelling on my past,

and sitting here wondering why it didn’t last.

I wish I could be with him right now,

I should get over him but I can’t learn how.

I think about how it used to be and I smile.

I hoped he planed on staying a while,

but he left me alone and helpless,

and he knows it’s him I will miss.

An Angel Left Her Wings

I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.

She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.

She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.

She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.

Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.

Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.

She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.

She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.

Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul

I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.

She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows

This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.

When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.

She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.

She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.

She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.

I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace

I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.

And in that very moment when she came into my world,

I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl.

She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.

And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.

She would be the reason I would always try my best.

For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.

When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.

Encircle her with love with everything you do.

Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.

Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.

And when at night she finally says her prayers and goes to sleep

I Thank Him for my angel, and ask for him to always keep

A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.

Protect my little angel; protect my baby girl.

Alone In My Head

Alone in my head,

I'm feeling so low,

You wont understand,

No one can know.

My eyes are so tired,

I can't sleep at night,

Your face haunts my dreams,

When I turn out the light.

It happened so suddenly,

It happened so fast,

I knew all at once,

That none of this would last.

Was I just a game?

Was this all just for fun?

Did my feelings matter,

To anyone?

"This didn't mean anything",

That's what you said,

As I was so shamefully,

Getting up from your bed.

I held my head high,

As I walked by your side,

Tears welling up,

I was dying inside.

Weeks have passed,

Keeping secrets, telling lies,

I don't have the strength,

To look either of them in the eyes.

My heart has been broken,

Not once, but twice,

Once by my best friend,

Once by the love of my life.

Deep down inside,

I know it's my fault,

So I'm just going to lock it,

Away in my vault.

Sometimes I still think of you,

When I'm lying in bed,

Still all alone,

Inside of my head.

Best Friend
© Tinynisha A. Bush
Through tears and fights,
Through smiles, I knew everything
Would be alright,
Through love and hate,
Through betrayal and debate,
For you I would always have faith,
Being your sister as well as your
Best friend I knew
This friendship wouldn't end,
By your side I would always stand
And you'll stand by mine too,
Because that’s what best friends do,
So no matter what happens with us
In life,
Through all of the wrongs
And all of the rights,
I’m here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
Cause I love you and that’s what
Best friends do.

Read more: Poem For A Best Friend, Friends Forever Poems and Stories http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/friend/poetry.asp?poem=15121#ixzz1NR8RKflT

Hold My Hand

Mysterious and cold
She looks up
With a story that is untold
Anger and tears
She hides
For she is scared to show her fears
Her eyes are as dark as the night
She covers her face
And never stands in the light
She's always alone
And so frightened
Her skin is such a pale tone
White as a ghost
But dark as the night
Hiding from what she loves the most
Life has her all broken and torn
She wishes
That she was never born
Tempered and sad
She thinks there is no other way
So Confused and holds so much furry
All she can do
Is pray
She is no longer sad and broken
For she is happy
Life gave her something
Something so great
That makes her feel like she is not nothing
Life brought her a friend
Someone to care and hold her
Someone always right beside her
Someone so great
And o so powerful
She is no longer alone
Standing frightened in the dark
She walks though the light
With him
His face so bright
His halo so shiny
She holds his hand
For she in no longer lonely

Tears

A cry of a girl
Is hurting inside
She feels so trapped,alone,unwanted
Crying for someone to go beside
All she can do is cry
Nobody cares,nobody worries,nobody listens
She's invisible,wishing she was never born
She's heart-broken,so brutally torn
Crying herself to sleep in the pitch black night
Wishing someone could just tell her it will all be all right
But no one seems to be in sight
No one will be there when she needs comfort
No one is going to be there when she needs love or warmth
This crying girl wants to be free
For that lonely girl is me

I Am Not Perfect

I am not a perfect person,

And I don't try to be.

I am just another imprisoned soul,

That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,

I don't want to shed anymore tears.

I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,

This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,

Or to tell you how I feel.

I just want to know the difference,

Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,

That is waiting to be found.

I'm just another liability,

That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,

And I'm about to hit the ground.

But I don't expect anyone to catch me,

Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,

They just ignore me everyday.

No one really cares enough,

To even ask me if I'm okay.

Hurtful Words


When you say those hurtful things
Shut up! And Go away!
Do you ever stop to think?
How they might ruin my day?

All the very hurtful things
That you seem to love to say
Makes my self-esteem
Seem to fade away.

I lay down to go to sleep
But all I can do is cry
Thinking about those hurtful words
That just make me want to die.

I get up each and every morning
Not wanting to go to school today
Because I am very worried
About what hurtful things you'll say.

Every night I kneel by my bed
And very silently pray
That I won't have to listen
To any hurtful words the next day

After praying for me
I very silently say
Why ever the person is bullying
Make the problem go away.

We don't have to be best pals
You don't even need to be my friend
All that I am gracefully asking
Is that all the hurtful words should end.

this dish is one of my fav food.. i hope i can always have it. i know how to cook it. i hope there are also some people out there who love it too. bout u, you like it? haha

me and my sisters ball gown

this picture was taken the day before my sister's JS prom. I took her gown to fit. it looks so lovely on me... hehe. she got angry when she saw me wearing it. and this picture was the souvenir.

Elementary Pic

this is one of the photo during my elementary days. I am a grade two student here. At that time,we don't know what pose means. All we know is the word "smile". I love This photo for this one is were i can reminisced the things Ive done before I faced bad things that erased my memory. we looked so Innocent here. We do look like angels who are playing in the paradise. The boy at the lest side is my cousin Erick. he look so frighten. The girl next to him is Margie. the other guy is Billy. Next to Billy is Me. I am the only one who was happy. the last gurl is ate Glenda... how important this picture is.

ME

My name is Jofel Joy R. Almoite. I am a second third year student at DMMMSU-NLUC. I am taking up BSIS. I am presently  residing at Cabaroan,Bacnotan, La Union. I was born on May 21, 1992.I am 18 years old right now. I am under the Zodiac sign Gemini. I love reading English books especially the horror ones. I am also interested at planting and cooking.

penguins

this photo was taken when Ma'am Acosta thought that she will not be teaching again. Mrs. Acosta was collecting some memories. we, the 3- linux give our best smile. we all posed perfectly. everybody was sorry for we all thought that we will not see her again.  we never thought that we can still be with her. Mrs. Acosta was just like a student here. she do have an angelic face. she also small so no one can tell that she is our teacher. we don't even know who is the photographer. we just smile and posed.

hehe

What do you think am I doing?? this photo was taken during the bday of Gladys... i just don't know why I sit there. there must be a purpose. what ever it is, i still like the trip..i blog this picture for it is cute. haha. I may not be so cute here, but at least the memory that stuck here will be treasured til this picture is gone. actually, this is a doghouse. it is just that I feel like i belong to that small house. haha, but mind you, I don't feel like I am like a dog.. GRGRG!! well that is all I can Say here..

little miss birthday 2010 candidates... (left to right: lea, jofel, mary jane, marivic, marife.) who is your bet????
this photo was taken during Glads Birthday. We, the girls in the pic, went out to take a look at the surroundings. and of course, we are also looking for some cute guys out there. We are all hoping to catch one of theme. actually, we are not prepared in this posed. we just do what are minds told us. we never really think what we look like. we also don't care what will be the out come.

memory of the field trip. this was taken at the Cavity State university. one of the staff took this for us.. Mrs. Acosta just grab us here. she just say smile without even telling us. and we all execute what she told us. but wait, the out come is nice. i don't even remember that Sir XP was with us. we just smile and posted without even knowing who are we with. and we don't even know who the photographer was. haha.

my high school lyf

This are people whom i share my high school life. individuals who are always be part of my life. They are the people who looks like they don't care but will always lend hands when I need it.

 they may be simple and sometimes, unnoticeable, but mind you, they are those individuals who are always willing to help. they will help you without second thoughts.. they never let me down. they never leave me. and they are always by my side. i hope to see this people of the Philippines soon!!!

By the way they are: <from top: l-r> chell,joyce,zel,jem<down:l-r>beth,me,essa and ena.

san juan invation

kinuha itong litratong ito nung nghahanap kmi ng title.. haha. pinaharap nmin si  genn.... gusto ko un post ni rogelio. para n kac siyang nanalo ng lotto kung mkataas ng kmay.. hehe,. parang nagouting kami. pero  sa totoo lng, nakipicture lang kmi. puro nga kami walang pera nung araw n un ei. pero kahit n ganun, masaya kami. hindi nga nmin namalayan ang oras. hindi rin namin napansin ung pagot. basta, ang alam namin masaya kaming lahat kahit anu pang sabihin ng iba. wala silang pakialam. at hindi nila mababasag ang trip namin.