Just Me

Submitted by: Fearless_714

Author: Tom Krause

From the time I was little, I knew I was great            

‘cause the people would tell me, “you’ll make it – just wait.”

But they never did tell me how great I would be

If I ever played someone who was greater than me.

When I’m in the back yard, I’m king with the ball.

To swish all those baskets is no sweat at all.

But all of a sudden there’s a man in my face

Who doesn’t seem to realize that I’m king of this place.

So the pressure gets to me; I rush with the ball.

My passes to teammates could go through the wall.           

My jumpers not falling, my dribbles not sure.

My hand is not steady, my eye is not pure.

The fault is my teammates – they don’t understand.

The fault is my coaches – what a terrible plan.

The fault is the call by that blind referee.

But the fault is not mine; I’m the greatest, you see.               

Then finally it hit me when I started to see

That the face in the mirror looked exactly like me.

It wasn’t my teammates who were dropping the ball,

And it wasn’t my coach shooting bricks at the wall.

That face in the mirror that was always so great

Had some room for improvement instead of just hate.

So I stopped blaming others and I started to grow.

My play got much better and it started to show.

And all of my teammates didn’t seem quite so bad.

I learned to depend on the good friends I had.

Now I like myself better since I started to see

That I was lousy being great – I’m much better being me.

Alone in the dark

Alone in my pain and agony
I lay depress and hollow
Back to normal again
Feelings gone once more
Back to being cold and heartless
Bitch at anyone, kill anyone
Doesn’t matter who you are
I'll kill, I'll hurt
As long as there’s revenge
I'll be fine
Alone in my corner
The darkness comes back
I am here again

Darkness descended all around

You vanished out of sight
The storm of life surrounded me
This was my blackest night.

Sad and lonely ~ no-one to care,
The gales tore me apart.
Driving rain shattered my soul
And weary was my heart.

And then I saw at break of day
A sunny glade of gold...
My broken heart was glad again
So joyful was my soul.

For you were there, smiling at me
With arms of love caressing me.

Into that darkness
I would...oh...so gladly go
with you beside me
DEEP DARK SOUL POET

TE LiNuX cLaN!! (PeNgUiNs)

Ito lang naman po ang mga taong nagbigay nang kulay sa aking College Life!!

Sila ang mga taong naging dahilan ng pagpasok ko araw-araw kahit bagot na bagot na ako sa buay ko. Isa isahin natin sila!!!

Syempre una sa listahan ang aming huwarang ama na nagbigay inspirasyon sa amin..

Engr. Rufo Baro
Si Sir Ops? siya ung taong parang sisimple simple kung tititngnan. Ung tipong Hapi-go-lucky typ.. Pero wag ka, ang utak niyan parang partas pag gumana. Siya ung taong pasimple kung bumanat.. Madaling magpatawad at laging tumitingin sa bright side..

Erick Almoite
Kunyari Simple, un pala nasa loob ang pagka"laglag" niya.. haha..
abulin ng Chicks.. Me beloved Unkle.. Isa sa mga Toyis or ToJiz!

Rosell Aspiras
Choco na gatas.. haha.. isang kalog na ewan. magling siyang mangu.... bahala na kayo.. Madaling utangan to.. Mabait at habulin Toyi or Tojiz member...

Carmelita Awas
Soon to be Ms. Jolan Badua.. haha.. Small but very terrible. mabait, mpagbigay, kaso medyo inis siya kay .....

Elvie Awas
Maganda na maputi.. Baliw kung minsan.. haha.. Pero mabait. Maabilidad din to. kaso wala pang nakakasilo sa puso niya..

Grace Barroga
Dalagang pilipina. Mahinin. TAhimik. Mahirap biruin. Dumanog.. haha.. peo mabait.

MareFe Bauioen
Ate namin yan, pero kung makareact parang ewan.. haha.. magulo kausap.. haha

Ellen Joy Binwag
Isa pang dalagang pilipina, pero wag ka masakit cya mangurot.. haha.. iraman ko ng suklay.. haha.. gurl pabulod man ulit.. haha

Elmer Cariaso
Tojiz member.. habulin..hindi nawawalan ng shota.. laging nakukuhanan ng stolen sots. haha..

Wiljhun Casem.
Ung mataba.. haha.. ito ung taong mabilis mapikon pero wag ka ang galing nyang mangasar.. mlusog, matakaw.. haa peace.. "UNNGOY".. HAHA..

April Joyce joven
nanay nila mavic at majane.. magaling magluto yan.. mabilidad, maingay at wag mung awayin, rifle ang bunganga.. haha.. pero mabait at hindi madamot ng sagot.. ahaha

Rasier Meya Lusterio
Ang radyo ng groupo. Khit daw anung sbihin nila, maganda siya.. haha.. maingay magulo.. buhay ng grupo..

Enilencia Luquing
Dati nming mayor.. Nung una parang ang timik niya. but look at er now, sobrang sutil. pero sobra ding galing nyan. pambato pa sa kantahan..

MaJane Mifa
small but smart. lov ko tmabi sa knya.. ms mtangkad kc ako ei.. haha.. sarap kaupo.. ndi ka mazezero sa xsam.. pacmple cmple pero sobarng gling magmemorize nd mgling din sa numbers.. anak ni ate joyce, kpatid ni mavic..

Mavic Maynes
Isang napakahinhin na dalaga. maganda tahimic at di makabasag pinggan.. bestfwend nila ate joyce nd majane

Jhazzmine Joy Orijudos
over ang pangalan nya.. haha.. laman ng controversia.. haha.. npaisip kau nohh.. ksama nya bestfwend nya.. no other than Helen.. mabait.. laging nanlilibre, at lagi akong invited sa bday nya.. haha.

Cristine Grace Ordonio
Crush ng bayan.. beauty and brain sai nga nila.. pero sabi NYA, one woman man daw siya(wee di nga.. haha.. mahilig kumain ng ..... secret.. haha

Lea Ordinario
Ang misUnderstood ng class.. ahaa.. wag nyo na ask f y.. peo mbait nman siya.. kso ayaw pacopya.. haha.. masarap tumira sa haus nila.. haha.. dating shota ni.... peo wala na daw sila.. sabi niya.. haha.. (kaya?)

Rogel Ocampo
One of the founder of Youjiz.. maloko, maingay, pero religioso.. sabi niya.. ndi sumasali sa inuman.. ui mabait.. inis siya kay ____.. bhala na kau magisip.. nagpauso ng Relaxation is the best Med... kid relax..

Nelson Pantila Jr.
self proclaim hunk.. haha.. pero mabait, matulungin at maaasahan.. crush ng bayan (daw). isa ring bangag.. kung makaisip na pumunta sa sa ibang lugar parang ewan.. haha.. Relax!!!

Rogelio Pacleb
Tunay na gwapo, pero ewan ko ba, ayaw niya atang ikalat ang lahi nya. maraming nahuhumaling pero ayaw patali, bff ni rosel.. masarap kasama dhil kung anu anu nakikitang pding pintasan.. matipid.. (daw).. haha

Gladys Raguindin
Isang patunay na maingay ang linux.. haha... laging nanlilibri, bff nya? grace nd helen.. ewan ko lng ngaun...

Helen Luz Valdes
Ms. R. ng group.. basag trip.. dming inis.. haha.. laging napagtitripan dail hindi siya makaperfect ng R.. trac nga naracrac, racrac.. haha.. bestfwend ni jhazz.. haha

Genie Rose Zapanta
Mother ng toyi.. masarap magluto at laging me dalang ulam.. yummy.. haha.. hilig sa inum at sigalilyo.. gurl tama na ... haha.. taga gawa ng proj lalo pag group proj.. haha.. crush niya c ... alam nyo na.. haha...



At dito na nagtatapos.. kung gusto nyo pa clang mkilala ng mabuti, pwes, hanapin nyo cla.. haha.. kala nyo ah..

wala lang naman

Sabi nila, tayon g mga kbataan ang pag-asa ng ating bayan. Ngunit lagi akong Napapag-isip. Paano magiging pag-asa ng ating bayan ang mga kabataan kung ngaun palang sila na ay napapabayaan. Edukasyon. Ni hindi nila makuha ang mga karunungang kakailanganin nila para mapaunlad and ating bansa. Ilang estudyante na ba ang tumigil dahil sa mahal na matricula sa mga paaralan. Ilang estudyante na ang namatay sa pakikibaka para lang mapagbigay ang kanilang hilling  na bumaba ang mga bayarin upang maipagpatuloy pa nila ang pag-aaral? Ilang estudyante ang nasira ang kinabukasan para kumita ng pera upang me maipantustus ng pag-aaral at para me maipakain sa pamilya.

Pagtingin mu sa paligid, puno ng kabataan. Mga walang direction ang mga buhay. Alak at sigarilyo ang kanilang sandalan. Tuwing me problema, walang ibang malapitan kundi alak, sigarilyo, at druga. anung ginagawa ng gobyerno?? Bakit indi nila magawan ng sulosyon? Panu na ang bansa sa inaharap?

Ngaun, sabihin niyo? Paano kami magiging pag-asa ng bayan kung ang mga inaasahan namin ay ni hindi kami pag-ukulan ng kahit kaunting tulong at pag-asa?

ikaw sa buhay ko..

akala ko tuluyan ng masisira na ang buhay ko ng dahil sa pagkawala nya. Dinala ko ang pighati at kalungkuatanng npakatagal n panahon. Unti- unti sinira lahat ng meron ako dahil sa pagkawala niya sa akin. Parang wala ng patutunguhan pa ang buhay ko. iba-ibang derection ang tinatahak. Matagal na panahon akong nagsissi ng dahil sa decision ko. ikinulong  at binuhay ko ang sarili ko sa lungkot at kawalang pag-asa. Walang ilaw na masilayan, ni walang makapitan. Gumapang sa putikang parang walang hangganan.




hanggang sa dumating ka. Ikaw na bumago sa buhay ko. Nagsilbng ilaw at sandalan sa buhay na ito. Ang aking lakas upang harapin lahat ng problema. Ang aking dahilan upang harapin ang bagong bukas. Tinanggap mo ako ng buo pati lahat ng kamalian ko. Di binitawan bagkos iyong tinulongan. Di mo pinabayaan. Di mo ko hinayaang muling malugmok sa putikan. Sinmulan mong baguhin at ayusin ang buhay ko. iyong hinilom at ginamot lahat ng sugat na meron ako.


 Minahal kita hindi lang dahil sa lahat ng ginawa mo sa buhay ko. Minahal kita dahil mahal kita.. WALANG DAHILAN.  kung meron man, ayuko ng hanapin. basta ang mahalagi ei MAHAL KITA.

ako

hindi ko alm kung anu tlga ako sa knya.. lagi akong anjan kung me problema cya. laging kasama nya, laging umamalalay.. noon, msaya ako dahil cya ang buhay ko. okey n skin ung konti panahon n maibibibigay nya. sbi ko nga sa knya, kya ko cyang intindihin kc mhalaga cya skin.



Ngunit dumating ung tym n ngsawa n rin ako sa mga gawain nya... Noon kla ko kya kung daanan lhat pra sa knya. ang di ko narealised ei inanabusu n pla nya ang pagmamahal n binibigy ko. at ako p pla ang isang dahilan ng pagbabago ng ugali nya. oo, mahal ko cya, pero nhahalata ba nya. nakikita b nya lhat ng paghihirap at pagsasakripisyo ko para sa knya??? o sarili p rin nya ang iniintindi nya???


Ang hirap magkunwaring masaya kung alam mong sa kaibuturan mu ei walang kasingsakit ang nararamdaman mung pagdursa. wala kng mkapitan dahil ayaw kong malaman ng iba. dala ko lhat ng sakit, lungkot, at ppagdurusa ng magisa..


unti unti kng lumulubog sa kadilimang parang walang ktapusan. unti unti kng nilalamon ng kawalang pagasa. walng makapitan, walang masandalan. kadiliman ang bumabalot sa buong pagkatao. laging ngtatanong kung kailan darating ang panibagong bukas..

i love you goodbye - nina

Never say never!!!!

No One Is Mine

May Be Im Not Fine,

No One Cares 4 Me

No One Has Tears 4 Me,

No One Belives Me

Everyone Says Leave Me,

If I Ever Cry

No One Wil Even Ask Why?

And If I Ever Die

No One Will Cry,

No One Says Take Care

Everyone Says I Dont Care,

When I Need Someone 4 Myself

I Find No One 4help,

I Dont Know Why?

Maybe Talking To Me They Feel Shy..!!

No One Is Mine

Maybe I M Not Fine. ..

Leave

As I watch you walk away

And feel my heart throb in pain

As I wish you would come back

And I start to cry

I realize that although I love you

And although I love you

There is someone better than you.

You killed me emotionally

And I didn't fight back

You scarred me to where I'd never be the same

And I helped you.

What do I make of this?

I realize how idiotic I was for loving you

Yet I can't help it

I feel stupid for wanting you and needing you

Yet I still do

So as you walk away

As the jerk you are

I know, I know, deep in my heart that that was best

So when I still think about you

It's not with hatred or pity

It's not with violence or shame

It's with love and care

Although you hurt me and I'm still haunted

I can't stand to see you hurting

I can't stand to see you down

And through all that. . .

You still don't love me

This doesn't come as a surprise to me

In what world would someone like you ever love me?

So once again as I stand here, watching,

I know deep down that you will forget about me

But even deeper I know that walking away

Is as hard for you as it is for me

I know that you do love me. . . .

If only you'd realize that, too.

Someone Better

Cut my wrist and hope to die

Your the one who made me cry.

You left me alone in the rain

Soaking wet in my own pain.

You threw me away you left me behind

How could I have been so blind?

There was no love our love wasn't true

I hate myself for loving you.

The stitches are helping but my heart is still sore

I'll never love anymore.

But when he walks up and he says hi

could this be the one true guy?

We fall in love and the rain goes away

I'll never see it another day.

We share a kiss, we are forever

We will always be together.

Things Change

Time passed

Things changed

You moved on

I went my own way

I fell for you

You changed your mind

You let go

I held on tight

I told you I cared

You said you did too

You promised you wouldn't hurt me

Babe I believed that was true

Our past came back to get me

Switching me for you

You let me down

You broke my heart

I started to wonder

Was this your plan from the start?

I miss you now

And will forever

I wish you were here

More than ever

You changed me

And made me better

So for that

I will love you forever!

It's Not You It's Me

It only took the first two lines

to make the tears come out of my eyes,

they poured out and wouldn’t stop.

What I read was a total shock.

You said “its not you it’s me”

but it didn’t take me long to see,

that it is me and not you,

and I am the reason we are through

You completely broke my heart

I never wanted us to part,

but now we are and I wonder why.

All I really want to do is cry.

My bleeding heart is more that hurt,

but I hide it by talking dirt.

I say things I don't mean.

and all I do is cause a big scene..

I may say I hate you but the truth is,

that I hate when you leave me like this,

slowly dying

and my insides crying.

I love you and nothing will ever change that,

but it hard to live with the fact,

that you’re really gone,

and I have to move on.

I really miss the way I felt with you,

and anymore I don't know what to do.

I never wanted it to end,

because I love you more than you can imagine

Perfect Guy

I thought I found the perfect guy,

one that knew how to treat me right.

But I forgot to hold on,

and now he’s gone.

I should have pushed harder for it to work,

but I didn’t and now I’m hurt.

I can’t remove his picture from my mind

I think about him all the time.

He meant everything to me,

and now we can’t be

I ruined it all,

I say as I slowly fall.

I miss the way it was with him,

and now the lights starting to dim.

Everything inside is dead.

I can’t get him out of my head.

I need him to survive.

He makes me feel so alive.

He has my everything,

and without him it’s just not the same.

When he told me good-bye,

all I could think of is why.

I hate having to act like it’s alright,

especially when all I do is cry at night.

I hate dwelling on my past,

and sitting here wondering why it didn’t last.

I wish I could be with him right now,

I should get over him but I can’t learn how.

I think about how it used to be and I smile.

I hoped he planed on staying a while,

but he left me alone and helpless,

and he knows it’s him I will miss.

An Angel Left Her Wings

I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.

She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.

She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.

She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.

Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.

Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.

She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.

She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.

Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul

I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.

She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows

This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.

When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.

She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.

She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.

She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.

I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace

I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.

And in that very moment when she came into my world,

I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl.

She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.

And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.

She would be the reason I would always try my best.

For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.

When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.

Encircle her with love with everything you do.

Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.

Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.

And when at night she finally says her prayers and goes to sleep

I Thank Him for my angel, and ask for him to always keep

A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.

Protect my little angel; protect my baby girl.

Alone In My Head

Alone in my head,

I'm feeling so low,

You wont understand,

No one can know.

My eyes are so tired,

I can't sleep at night,

Your face haunts my dreams,

When I turn out the light.

It happened so suddenly,

It happened so fast,

I knew all at once,

That none of this would last.

Was I just a game?

Was this all just for fun?

Did my feelings matter,

To anyone?

"This didn't mean anything",

That's what you said,

As I was so shamefully,

Getting up from your bed.

I held my head high,

As I walked by your side,

Tears welling up,

I was dying inside.

Weeks have passed,

Keeping secrets, telling lies,

I don't have the strength,

To look either of them in the eyes.

My heart has been broken,

Not once, but twice,

Once by my best friend,

Once by the love of my life.

Deep down inside,

I know it's my fault,

So I'm just going to lock it,

Away in my vault.

Sometimes I still think of you,

When I'm lying in bed,

Still all alone,

Inside of my head.