Leave

As I watch you walk away

And feel my heart throb in pain

As I wish you would come back

And I start to cry

I realize that although I love you

And although I love you

There is someone better than you.

You killed me emotionally

And I didn't fight back

You scarred me to where I'd never be the same

And I helped you.

What do I make of this?

I realize how idiotic I was for loving you

Yet I can't help it

I feel stupid for wanting you and needing you

Yet I still do

So as you walk away

As the jerk you are

I know, I know, deep in my heart that that was best

So when I still think about you

It's not with hatred or pity

It's not with violence or shame

It's with love and care

Although you hurt me and I'm still haunted

I can't stand to see you hurting

I can't stand to see you down

And through all that. . .

You still don't love me

This doesn't come as a surprise to me

In what world would someone like you ever love me?

So once again as I stand here, watching,

I know deep down that you will forget about me

But even deeper I know that walking away

Is as hard for you as it is for me

I know that you do love me. . . .

If only you'd realize that, too.

Someone Better

Cut my wrist and hope to die

Your the one who made me cry.

You left me alone in the rain

Soaking wet in my own pain.

You threw me away you left me behind

How could I have been so blind?

There was no love our love wasn't true

I hate myself for loving you.

The stitches are helping but my heart is still sore

I'll never love anymore.

But when he walks up and he says hi

could this be the one true guy?

We fall in love and the rain goes away

I'll never see it another day.

We share a kiss, we are forever

We will always be together.

Things Change

Time passed

Things changed

You moved on

I went my own way

I fell for you

You changed your mind

You let go

I held on tight

I told you I cared

You said you did too

You promised you wouldn't hurt me

Babe I believed that was true

Our past came back to get me

Switching me for you

You let me down

You broke my heart

I started to wonder

Was this your plan from the start?

I miss you now

And will forever

I wish you were here

More than ever

You changed me

And made me better

So for that

I will love you forever!

It's Not You It's Me

It only took the first two lines

to make the tears come out of my eyes,

they poured out and wouldn’t stop.

What I read was a total shock.

You said “its not you it’s me”

but it didn’t take me long to see,

that it is me and not you,

and I am the reason we are through

You completely broke my heart

I never wanted us to part,

but now we are and I wonder why.

All I really want to do is cry.

My bleeding heart is more that hurt,

but I hide it by talking dirt.

I say things I don't mean.

and all I do is cause a big scene..

I may say I hate you but the truth is,

that I hate when you leave me like this,

slowly dying

and my insides crying.

I love you and nothing will ever change that,

but it hard to live with the fact,

that you’re really gone,

and I have to move on.

I really miss the way I felt with you,

and anymore I don't know what to do.

I never wanted it to end,

because I love you more than you can imagine

Perfect Guy

I thought I found the perfect guy,

one that knew how to treat me right.

But I forgot to hold on,

and now he’s gone.

I should have pushed harder for it to work,

but I didn’t and now I’m hurt.

I can’t remove his picture from my mind

I think about him all the time.

He meant everything to me,

and now we can’t be

I ruined it all,

I say as I slowly fall.

I miss the way it was with him,

and now the lights starting to dim.

Everything inside is dead.

I can’t get him out of my head.

I need him to survive.

He makes me feel so alive.

He has my everything,

and without him it’s just not the same.

When he told me good-bye,

all I could think of is why.

I hate having to act like it’s alright,

especially when all I do is cry at night.

I hate dwelling on my past,

and sitting here wondering why it didn’t last.

I wish I could be with him right now,

I should get over him but I can’t learn how.

I think about how it used to be and I smile.

I hoped he planed on staying a while,

but he left me alone and helpless,

and he knows it’s him I will miss.

An Angel Left Her Wings

I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.

She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.

She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.

She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.

Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.

Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.

She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.

She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.

Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul

I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.

She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows

This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.

When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.

She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.

She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.

She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.

I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Grace

I knew just how completely when I saw my angel's face.

And in that very moment when she came into my world,

I knew that she was so much more than just my baby girl.

She would be my sunshine, with a sweetness that won't end.

And when she grows up one day she would be my closest friend.

She would be the reason I would always try my best.

For my little angel baby girl would be my greatest test.

When God entrusts to you an angel, who has left her wings for you.

Encircle her with love with everything you do.

Let her know God made her, and that He trusts you with her care.

Be sure to make time for special moments with her to share.

And when at night she finally says her prayers and goes to sleep

I Thank Him for my angel, and ask for him to always keep

A watchful eye and hand to protect her from this world.

Protect my little angel; protect my baby girl.

Alone In My Head

Alone in my head,

I'm feeling so low,

You wont understand,

No one can know.

My eyes are so tired,

I can't sleep at night,

Your face haunts my dreams,

When I turn out the light.

It happened so suddenly,

It happened so fast,

I knew all at once,

That none of this would last.

Was I just a game?

Was this all just for fun?

Did my feelings matter,

To anyone?

"This didn't mean anything",

That's what you said,

As I was so shamefully,

Getting up from your bed.

I held my head high,

As I walked by your side,

Tears welling up,

I was dying inside.

Weeks have passed,

Keeping secrets, telling lies,

I don't have the strength,

To look either of them in the eyes.

My heart has been broken,

Not once, but twice,

Once by my best friend,

Once by the love of my life.

Deep down inside,

I know it's my fault,

So I'm just going to lock it,

Away in my vault.

Sometimes I still think of you,

When I'm lying in bed,

Still all alone,

Inside of my head.

Best Friend
© Tinynisha A. Bush
Through tears and fights,
Through smiles, I knew everything
Would be alright,
Through love and hate,
Through betrayal and debate,
For you I would always have faith,
Being your sister as well as your
Best friend I knew
This friendship wouldn't end,
By your side I would always stand
And you'll stand by mine too,
Because that’s what best friends do,
So no matter what happens with us
In life,
Through all of the wrongs
And all of the rights,
I’m here for you to be a best friend that’s true,
Cause I love you and that’s what
Best friends do.

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Hold My Hand

Mysterious and cold
She looks up
With a story that is untold
Anger and tears
She hides
For she is scared to show her fears
Her eyes are as dark as the night
She covers her face
And never stands in the light
She's always alone
And so frightened
Her skin is such a pale tone
White as a ghost
But dark as the night
Hiding from what she loves the most
Life has her all broken and torn
She wishes
That she was never born
Tempered and sad
She thinks there is no other way
So Confused and holds so much furry
All she can do
Is pray
She is no longer sad and broken
For she is happy
Life gave her something
Something so great
That makes her feel like she is not nothing
Life brought her a friend
Someone to care and hold her
Someone always right beside her
Someone so great
And o so powerful
She is no longer alone
Standing frightened in the dark
She walks though the light
With him
His face so bright
His halo so shiny
She holds his hand
For she in no longer lonely

Tears

A cry of a girl
Is hurting inside
She feels so trapped,alone,unwanted
Crying for someone to go beside
All she can do is cry
Nobody cares,nobody worries,nobody listens
She's invisible,wishing she was never born
She's heart-broken,so brutally torn
Crying herself to sleep in the pitch black night
Wishing someone could just tell her it will all be all right
But no one seems to be in sight
No one will be there when she needs comfort
No one is going to be there when she needs love or warmth
This crying girl wants to be free
For that lonely girl is me

I Am Not Perfect

I am not a perfect person,

And I don't try to be.

I am just another imprisoned soul,

That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,

I don't want to shed anymore tears.

I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,

This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,

Or to tell you how I feel.

I just want to know the difference,

Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,

That is waiting to be found.

I'm just another liability,

That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,

And I'm about to hit the ground.

But I don't expect anyone to catch me,

Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,

They just ignore me everyday.

No one really cares enough,

To even ask me if I'm okay.

Hurtful Words


When you say those hurtful things
Shut up! And Go away!
Do you ever stop to think?
How they might ruin my day?

All the very hurtful things
That you seem to love to say
Makes my self-esteem
Seem to fade away.

I lay down to go to sleep
But all I can do is cry
Thinking about those hurtful words
That just make me want to die.

I get up each and every morning
Not wanting to go to school today
Because I am very worried
About what hurtful things you'll say.

Every night I kneel by my bed
And very silently pray
That I won't have to listen
To any hurtful words the next day

After praying for me
I very silently say
Why ever the person is bullying
Make the problem go away.

We don't have to be best pals
You don't even need to be my friend
All that I am gracefully asking
Is that all the hurtful words should end.